What Does a Protest Feel Like to a Child?

When I was a kid I used to go to protests all the time. My parents were radical activists and protests were our life. The thing is, I used to love them! To my child self they felt like a carnival. A fun place where we would sing and dance and take over the city….

Apple Reviews

I made this video with my friend Zaac. We review different kinds of apples. Yup. Apple Reviews. 2017. CHECK OUT THE VIDEO HERE!! 

Men, Men, Men!! An Ode to David Deida… Kinda

There is a lot of guff about the New Age use of the words masculine and feminine. They don’t jive too well with the current political climate… or like, the women’s movement. But there is something archetypally essential about these distinctions. And if we can decouple them from genitalia and the socially-constructed gender roles for…

Dear White People

“Good and Evil advance together, as part of the same movement” -Jean Baudrillard We are at a moment of tremendous historical opportunity for white people. Right now, we are knee-deep in a full on movement for racial equality and a lot of its success is resting on the shoulders and nestled in the heart potential…

Coming to Terms

Sometimes this is how I make videos. In impulsive bursts and compulsive constellations. I am working through something. These videos are a diary for me. And it is not until I upload them, until I publish them publicly, that I gain that blessed bit of distance that helps me see what I was working through…

Tell Me: How The Fuck YOU DOIN??

HERE IS THE VIDEO! Lately, I have been listening to MUSIC. I have always been listening to music, but recently I have been LISTENING to music. Like it’s everything. I have been living inside music, letting it pick me up and carry me with its unique current to the bank of its world where I…

Diurnal

What is this video? Ah… something about mortality. Check it out HERE!

The Good Girl and The Badass

There are two parts inside me. A good girl who needs so much love and who has learned to get love by pleasing and appeasing and making other people feel good. And a badass who wants to run wild and free and be uninhibited in her expression and be loved for it. They do not…

At the Creative Edge

There is a class of activities observed in animals that zoologists call ‘displacement behaviors.’ These happen when an animal is experiencing two conflicting desires. A crane will groom itself instead of fight another crane for limited nest-building reeds due to its desire for flock harmony. It is speculated that Bonobos will have sex instead of…

Pressed

When we look at things energetically, we can see how a desire for something in one area is reflected in other desires across multiple areas of our lives. They are different desires directed towards distinct arenas, and yet they are energetically similar. They share a quality, a direction, a driving tone. This video is about…

With Tongue

Here is the exercise: 1. Scan your body and find the place of your deepest longing. 2. Become that part. Speak as it, move as it, feel its wanting. 3. Become the thing that would come and perfectly meet that part of your body with exactly what it is asking for. Who are you? What…

Deception in Love

I don’t think about you much any more. When I do it is with a distance that feels more like true neutrality than scar tissue. It’s amazing to be at this point. Or rather, from this point, it’s amazing to think that I was at that other point. That other point where I though about…